Pressure

I don't know why I do that to myself, I really don't. I just…

The need I have to connect with you is so unbearable strong. You draw me in in ways I didn't even know were possible. You attract me on levels I didn't even know existed.

So then I put pressure on myself… With the result being… 🤷‍♂️

I do the best with you when I'm calm and collected. I was neither earlier. So probably for the best.

Gosh, but I miss you so.

sigh

Well. Tomorrow night. Or, I suppose technically tonight. 🤞

I love you. Sorry I'm a mess sometimes.

Yours,
♒️